Disconnect

I Ching and Runes 5 are definite.  That is so cool!  I'm starting an I Ching discussion with a friend, Lucky, on my Divination group.  That should be fun!  I'm already prepared for when it starts.  I can't believe summer is almost over.  It seems like we haven't even had one, it's been so cool here. 

I've been feeling really disconnected lately.  Maybe it's just Mercury Retrograde.  I don't know.  I guess I'm tired of waiting to find out if I'm getting that job.  I already know I'm not, not until they start making some money.  Time to take matters into my own hands.  I'm not doing the Peer Counseling Training at the end of August.  No money, no transportation, one minute to decide.  Don't you love it when people call you and ask you to make big decisions?  So I think I'll go to training in the spring, if they still have it.  And hopefully on this side of the mountains.  I've been thinking that I don't really want to be a counselor anyway.  What do I know about solving problems?  Very little, it seems.  I'm better at creating them. 

I'm still kinda down, I guess.  A couple days ago it was really bad.  Couldn't think straight.  Nothing new there! :)